Day: 4
I have been working a lot hoping to keep my mind occupied and off of you, for the most part it is working.g until I see something that reminds me of you, then I feel my heart drop and start to miss you all over again, I’m hoping with time it gets better.
I hate this what if game, it just stresses me out and makes me think what could i have done different
I just keep thinking she will come knock on my door and say it was a mistake and then i realize she isn’t coming… reality is starting to set in. :(
i didn’t just lose a girl i lost my best friend who has showed me so much. that is what hurts the most. That feeling of emptiness. you say i deserve better but i could care less i wanted you and if this is what you want then by all means i will give it to you.
Im sorry if it hurts for you to see my next couple of posts and if you want to unfollow me i understand.
it hurts but those memories will never be forgotten. and no thank you :(
(Source: theirdream-is-myreality, via sheismyfate)
Why am i mad? I have no reason to be mad, i still have you and as far as i can see i am not going to lose you. I love you and i have always loved you, i refuse to lose you. It will get better, it has to get better, i just hope it gets better.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make
friends
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
